Day 10 of 150. NBD.
Well yesterday was rough, I was tired and pissy then music track was extremely disorganized and frustrating. As a track we're going TOMORROW to a youth group festival to play so we were trying to organize the bands and choose songs and it was going nowhere. On top of the stress of figuring out bands, I got to think about preforming with a band that has only existed for a matter of hours. Tired and frustrated enough, I just sat back and tried to opt out. I just wanted to hang out with the kids this time, and wait till I was a part of a band of people that played well together and practiced often before i preformed.
Turns out I'm leading worship for the band tomorrow and playing drums for the second band saturday.
So much for opting out.
uugghhh so in the middle of this stress I realize that a video I had stayed up way late trying to record, then retried in the morning, had failed again.
There IS a happy ending though. God has blessed me with amazing friends.
One of them took the brunt of my frustration and without skipping a beat just encouraged me in a few words. Enough to turn the day around.
With my new perspective and peace and a couple free hours I took a wonderful nap.
Then had an awesome one on one with my small group leader who is the BOMB.
Then as icing on the cake I had an amazing conversation with someone who I can be completely vulnerable with. We have such a respect for each other and even in disagreements we meditate on the others opinion instead of arguing. Such a rare and precious thing.
So that sums up yesterday. I don't really know where to start with today. It was insane.
We just had a time of very raw confession and healing and through knowing each others struggles and downfalls it opened the door to love each other that much more.
We can only be loved to the extent that we are known.
So after literally about 5 hours of hearing each other cry, there's an overwhelming amount of hearts opened to be loved.
Everyone has been walking around like turtles without shells all day, and its awesome.
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